Hey there. Thursday. Things are going... pretty well. The sun is out, the weather is beautiful, and the birds are singing. It's starting to feel pretty spring-like, but I have a feeling that old man winter may still have or two more sucker punches left in store for us. Nonetheless, I'm starting to hear the Barton Springs siren song.
Last night I had dinner with Mandy and we watched another episode of Boston Legal. Which brings me to my point. Has anyone else ever had this experience? You think you've stumbled across some kind of profound, personal philosophical insight that kind of defines you as a person (some sentiment which you might have even conviced yourself, in your arrogance, that most other people wouldn't understand), and then you hear some character on some fairly run of the mill sitcom or primetime drama spouting a version of that same sentiment in words which sound fairly similar to the thoughts that you had recently had echoing around in your own head. You must not be so profound, after all. The television execs have decided that your thoughts are appropriate for consumption by middle America. And who knows middle America better than television execs?
Well, such was my experience this week while watching James Spader on Boston Legal. Spader's character, an attorney, gives a closing argument where he talks about values and salvation in a world without religion. The main thrust of his argument was that in the absence of religion, people are left with nothing other than humanity to put their faith in. And it's hard to put your faith in humanity in a world filled with genocide, war, weapons of mass destruction, child abuse, and the million other evils that people inflict on each other on a daily basis. In making his speech, this brought Spader to the same conclusion that I've been pondering lately- the idea that faith in your fellow man (meaning faith that people are innately good and that ultimately, on the whole, mentally healthy people would really rather help than hurt each other) is every bit as irrational and rooted in desire (as opposed to logic) as religious faith. It may not be rational to believe in God, but it also doesn't seem logical to believe in mankind's essential humanity and fundamental goodwill (which may be buried way deep down in some people), either. And yet I do believe in people. It's a choice, and it's every bit as faith-based as religion, and now James Spader has beat me to the punch in talking about it.
So here I am, desperately trying to expound on this idea before some writer on Desperate Housewives gets ahold of it next week. I think I have some kind of version of faith that is based in the fact that I think the human race is still evolving and trying to improve itself toward some end where everyone is more enlightened and everyone treats each other well. But I'm aware that there are people out there who just think that there will always be lots of evil people in the world and that this fact will never change. These people are the heretics, pagans, and atheists in the humanistic religion of Steanso, and I don't really argue with them, because I know that there's just as much evidence out there to support their point of view as is out there to support mine. Instead, I just kind of quietly bide my time, hoping for leaps forward in the evolution of human compassion and understanding (and knowing that having some faith in humanity makes me a little happier and allows for some sort of hope- even if it's buried under a bunch of dysfunction and bad behavior).
Man. This is some rambling armchair philosophizing b.s.. Still, it filled up my post for today so that at least I wasn't just posting about the fact that I didn't have anything to post about.
Peace.